Hello Everybody... you may be wondering especially those like and I am literally going to explain my abscence on DA back in 2013 and the past June-now..
Reason 1: I got out of the Internet Social Life for a while to find and make Friends IRL. I felt like ive been on the Internet for too long and its time for me to move on. i
mean... I am still on the internet but not talking to people.. simply ignoring them or just straight out. I dont want to be bothered kind of way.. Unfortunately it kind of
failed I got into a fight with them, they got mad at me because of my anger problems.. they still like me thou.. i just dont talk to them like i used to but i am still friends with
the people i have IRL but this year they graduate and after that they start work.. which simply means i am going to be lonely in the next semester ahead..
Reason 2: I dont want to go back to where i used to be back in 2010.. I used to be very annoying and i make alot of inappropriate and sexual jokes back on DA to the point that i
was banned from :iconpsipaula4 's chatroom called ILOVEBED i believe i was and that was the biggest mistake i have ever made on DA.. I even lost friends because of that.. but i kept that a secret for too long..
so.. dont worry. I am not that type of person anymore.. i was like 13 at the time.. and not really good as social skills due to Autism..
Reason 3: I lost my Creativity.. back in 2013 to the point that i really didnt feel like posting stuff on DA, Tumblr or even any other art site in general.. I realized that i
was never going to be consistent without a tablet so i had to wait until Christmas to get one.. so i could draw freely.. unfortunately..the Windows OS was RT and i
couldn't download anything.. but i got a pen tablet in March and i started going back to posting stuff on DA..
I feel truly horrible and hiding all this from you guys immaturely.. especially you i am sorry that i never really talk to you.. im also sorry for keeping all
of that a secret.. i was too scared to just let it out.. i just dont want to lose friends like you.. i dont want to be alone anymore....
Edit: had to sort out some miastakes